Sometimes in order to move forward you must A) go backwards B) admit to and accept help. I was a vocaional counselor for most of my adult professional life. Why would I need help finding a job? Why can't I work with people who have disabilities? I have had one all of my life so I know what I'm doing. Well, that only worked when I was working... and I haven't been (appropriately) in over a year. It's time to face that fact and not continue to crawl while time speeds ahead. I must adopt a new attitude and with that aI have a new email. As the saying goes. "The only constant in life is change."